28 May 2011

This is for my babes.

It has been more than a week since your disappearance.
You say that you will be back.
When exactly it is?
Have you find what you lose?
Are you still searching for it?
I am very worry.
I have been waiting.
I have been very patient.
But i just cant stop worrying.
What makes me more afraid is the thing that i wrote to you.
After i sent it to you, i really regret it.
I should not have pull you down along with me.
I am very sorry.
I am alright now.
Do not be bother by what happen to me before.
I have awaken.
I have come back.
So you must too.
The very fact that you lost yourself is terrifying.
Whatever that made you be like that must be something terrible.
I hope I am beside you to pull you up.
But i am not.
I hope it is true that there are people who care for you, who is helping you.
If not, you must also try to stand back up on your own.
You, who have always been the most strong willed among us.
You must never give up.
You have given me hope.
And now i hope, you will have hope for yourself as well.



Let me tell you, don't ever treat me like I'm a normal friend.
Cause you know you're not such one to me.
We talk heart to heart.
Pretending in front of me is just very much unnecessary.
Your care is huge towards me, i know very well.
How warm I could feel deep inside when I know you were there praying for me that I'm fine.
You said I always give you hope, now I realise that's true.
I'm alright now, babe.
I'm superman ahboon. Remember?
Give me a big hug when we meet up, this will be the greatest consolation.
With love, your ahboon.




或许只有你
懂得我
就像被困住的野兽。

姐 原来最近你也过得不好
知道你像在为那些拉拉杂杂的事烦东烦西
什么莫名其妙出现的啊丙啊丁
你真的不用太在意
花太多时间去礼貌的对待
那不是没教养 我 妹妹说的!
你总是很有爱心的对待每个人 这我们都懂
可你生命中 却有些人 是永远都不会珍惜你的爱心的
算了吧
他们会后悔的
还有 刚考完试 就用一点点时间恢复元气 酱更有意义 不是?
加油姐 我爱你。



“喜欢是放手”这句话是屁。

还真的是想举双脚赞同你啊
我也是个王八蛋你知道吗
蓝又时的秘密
曾经是我的写照
我也许永远摆脱不了这命运
看你受委屈
我多想冲去新加坡找你!
你还好吗?
不小心也哭了吗?
我们就是容易沉沦在里头
很可笑
你要多保重
我担心你 对自己不够好
加油哦 过几天就见面了 叫姐带我们去荡秋千 把不营养不快乐全部丢远远。

6 comments:

  1. no.
    i noe we r not normal friend
    thats y i wrote that letter to u
    that heart to heart letter
    but it din reach u
    i think there mus b a reason
    i think i mus not think about wat happen to me b4 anymore
    not talk bout it anymore
    cuz it is not worth it
    i will look ahead
    lets buck up together >.<

    btw~ im not anonymous :P

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  2. 我也超想冲回去找你的啦!>.<
    真的很多事情哪是说放就放的
    我就是这样,就算知道不应该继续陷下去,我也还是爬不出来
    就是喜欢靠在一起很温暖的感觉,完全戒不掉=/


    btw, I'm not anonymous too! and I know who the one above is. (evilsmirk) hahaha XD

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  3. (rock)

    i know who u r too >.<

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  4. Ehemm
    I know all of you
    so i win.

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  5. siapa tu?

    now me?

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